Yesterday in the morning, while i was riding on a baby bus i thought of our day and started to feel like crying. I was able to control it before it fell down on my cheeks because i shoud've been happy to start a good day in spite of not being with you again on our special day. In the afternoon,  i've decided to walk instead of riding on a tryke for me to be alone while entering our subdivision. I dunno what came over me because i dont normally do it on a daily basis. I've noticed that during the afternoon, my energy wasnt that good anymore. And no matter what i do to get over with that sadness twas useless. I dunno if im just making tampo or whatsoever.

               Last night before i go to bed, i've made a message that i intend to send to you at exactly 12 midnight but i wasnt able to make it. I woke up at around 130a and i immediately send it to you. I have to admit that i had a hard time in making myself sleepy because  i kept on checking my fone but unfortunately, i wasnt able to receive any . Im just really worried about you maybe because we usually update ourselves on our whereabouts and the like. I told myself not to feel that bad because i have to anticipate the possible reasons why.

               And today, we are on our 2nd month and just like last month, we wont be able to celebrate it together. May this day of ours be a good one. Happy monthsary!! :-S twas a mixed emotion to be exact. Im happy that another month has been added in our relationship and at the same time im kinda sad because of the fact that we cant be together due to our schedules and im hoping that you may find time to text me for me not to worry so much. iloveyou neiLko!! yeah i really do..(tears fell down on my cheeks)